fucking sober, useless, unworthy, selfish.

swallow your pride, its not taking you anywhere.
let your guard down, and see the world.
trust others, not everyone is the same.
think before you act, cause you might just regret it.
and even though im angry I can still say,
I know my heart will break the day,
when you peel out and drive away,
I cant believe this happened,
and...
no, I don't hate you,
i don't want to fight you,
know I'll always love you,
but right now I just don't like you,

note-to-self Maryam, get it in that thick skull of yours.