Apparently i miss the feeling when I'm here...

You're starting to build a home in my dreams and in my heart. Every night, i lay in this bed thinking, it's too early to fall asleep and we just need a little time for ourselves. Our hearts are heavy burdens, both you and i. So we shouldn't have to bear it alone. I am falling back on my premonitions, you're starting to become somebody to me. I've been through so much before, it's funny how the people i had feelings for are my bestfriends now. I don't want that. This time, i want the boyfriend and the bestfriend at the same time. You never fail to put a smile on my face.

I dont know whether you're going to read this. But if you knew, somehow you mean so much more than just this.