Nowadays, i have lost the inspiration to write, to draw, to do anything. Focusing on something more worthwhile. So i'm sorry i havent talked to any of you lately, i really dont feel like it even if i replied im scared i would treat you like i dont know you, i dont feel like replying. But ill say hi one day, im sorry. Its not that im arrogant, its not that i think im 'all that', i just have hard time trusting people. I dont mind being friends tho, but this time right now its just not the time to make one. The year is reaching to an end. And im not complaining, its not like im perfect cause no one is but ive been encountering and meeting people who fight alot with their significant other every.single.day. Well appreciate what you have, you might just lose it the next day. Im uninspired. Im just a terribly disturbed girl looking for an inspiration.