im not shy, i just find it really hard to trust and letting my guard down for someone. doesnt matter for someone you like or a friend, i still think that im in no mood let someone new in my life. its not that i dont want to, i just dont want just because of my silly actions you get hurt and at the end of the day, i live in regrets. its easy for me to ignore someone, but the fact that i will never forget them still wander inside my head. yes i am a drama queen, call me whatever you want cause it is true. i admit.