we can never expect everything would turn out like we planned it to be. ive been through alot, but not all. i can know when a person is just acting, 10 years of living is enough for One to notice that. i dont hate anyone, like ive told you once before, i care about my friends more than i care about myself...i dont mind if i get hurt, i dont mind if i stumbled and fall as long as you guys are happy and knowing that i didnt go wrong anywhere. i didnt left, i didnt walk away from you, i just think you guys are better off without me. so chin up, theres more to life. i hope you guys are doing great x