i have something to write

what happened?
everything used to be so bright,
my laughs and your caring
soon caught up my night,
left me waiting,
yet theres nothing in sight.
all this while i thought it was joy,
but theres nothing i could gain,
only sorrows and tears,
and just alitte more pain.
came back so different,
so out of place,
left me figuring you out like a maze,
then i realized the history is now erased
we give the last parts to our hearts,
but when we gave it to each other,
we tore it all apart.
all the hours of thinking will not bring back our sane,
24 hours...yet still wouldnt dull our pain,
24 years...it will still be the same.