like i said before i dont actually have a reason to be here. theres nothing left. no one i can talk to, no one to ask me "How are you today?", "Have you eaten?" and like "What? Whered your parents go?" something like that. I miss what used to be around me, sometimes i wonder whether i show appreciation towards it. forgive me for my wrong doings, i shouldve realized it sooner. i dont want to turn back time i just want this story to end because everyone seemed to leave it hanging. those last words are still hanging in the air.