if you ever wonder the thoughts i have for you was a waste, well its not. the gap that disconnect the things from good and bad had just brought disappointment on our backs. i wish things will be like it was 6 months ago. where we were always ready and just wouldnt stop. i know i blew it, but now im ready, so please dont go. youre the best thing that ever happened to me. your pessimistic had not brought trouble to me but instead it changed me and i could never thank you enough. a major difference between both, but i know things can work out.