being perfect is not about the way you impress other people. its about you and your relationship with yourself, your family and your friends. being perfect is about able to look your friends in the eye and know that you didnt let them down because you told them the truth. that the truth is you did everything you could and that there wasnt one more thing you couldve done. so leave your pessimism behind and dont look in your past, try and look whats already infront of you.