its another minute until 12. im writing all of this cause i just feel like ive made a fool of myself. i dont blame the weather, i dont blame the world. i just feel stupid. betrayal and truth had never made anyone walk away without leaving with disappointment and guilt behind their backs.

people from the past starting to reappear, everyone's trying their luck, see whether they can get something that is broken into shattered pieces. cause it will never be the same again. so i guess this is time where everyone says goodbye.

im a never ending shame. sorry if i made you look bad, friends. my intentions were well.