when i finally forget about a guy then another one comes in, then i cant forget him now. arh perangai wa piangz sia. stress, why must i like guys, theyre like major letdowns, mindfuck uh their words and actions.

“How can you be afraid to fall in love?”
when your girlfriend lives 150 miles away, and
you can only end up seeing her twice a month at most,
and you’re the most paranoid person ever, it’s starting
to make sense. but she loves you. and she told you this
first, that you guys are best friends. everything she says sounds
so sincere, but it’s all just a mindfuck anyway.

she tells herself she wouldn’t even care if he fucked her over,
but then she will get really sad and scared when she think of losing him.
Although she doesnt really believe he loves her. she feel like it would
be a more powerful feeling. but now she feels guilty. because she
wants to force herself to love him back, but she doesnt know how.
and you can’t fake love. maybe shes not meant to love anybody.

so hi
I’m the fucking tin man from the wizard of oz. I have no heart.