although this might be corny and shit but my brother might be the only boy who gets me. the best 11 year old ive ever known. i could never ask for more, name me one guy in the world who doesnt care the fact that i still play dress-up just for the sake of taking a good photo? lol whatever it is TOYOL4LIFE.

ive been busy with class from early in the morning till the evening. so i spend the extra time sleeping, yea i deactivated my fb account. no, im not emotionally unstable if thats what youre thinking, i just dont have the time for it. i find there are other better things in life then just sit infront of the computer, click refresh hoping for a miracle to happen. fuck hopes, you should just do what you want to do and live your life. the way you desire it without relying and hoping on anyone else.

not much of a reason for me to go online these days oOo i never liked making new friends cause i know one day they will leave me and find someone new, someone better and worthwhile. friends friends, they come and go. only the ones i have now were with me through out the day. these people ive known almost my whole life are the ones i shall cherish and one day, id be telling my kids about them. sometimes a way of finding someone true is by cheating and betrayal. they might critisize, mock, insult and sometimes compliment and praise me but i never cared at least theyre the ones who are always true to me cause they know ill take the truth at any cost. a million thank you wont show how much im grateful and thankful to God i have them around me.

theres not much to say, theres nothing left to be done, all whats left is just a girl who's living within her past. she didnt care, she knew this would happen. those words, those sentences, those phrase shouldve been left unsaid, kept inside like nothing ever happened. the way he turned when she said hello, was deaf by the sound of the freeway, blinded by the lights. it was just a phase, a way that she can get over everything that ever matters. shit happens just on different days.

trust me for i am keeping my promise

im not hoping but i am holding on, ill keep my words.

kau sememangnya bukan segalaku, lambat laun akan ku lupakan segalanya dan teruskan hidup ku.

i hate to say, i dont want to say. i wish you know
because nothing make sense anymore.

the days have past, the weathers changed. you only think about yourself, but what about everything else? what about them? if you think im changing, then id be lying if i said no. i told you once the only reason i moved and commuted myself and half a year after, things change and you made me change again. should i be sorry? could i be sorry? i did everything because of you, hoping you would see.

lama lama apa jua yang diperkatakan semuanya tak dipercayai.