Thursday, June 17, 2010

xYOUR HAND IN MINEx

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

if you ever wonder the thoughts i have for you was a waste, well its not. the gap that disconnect the things from good and bad had just brought disappointment on our backs. i wish things will be like it was 6 months ago. where we were always ready and just wouldnt stop. i know i blew it, but now im ready, so please dont go. youre the best thing that ever happened to me. your pessimistic had not brought trouble to me but instead it changed me and i could never thank you enough. a major difference between both, but i know things can work out.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

i did a few mistakes in this video but ive fixed it already and i already know how to play yeay :D

Wednesday, June 9, 2010



92Miles.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

i hope things havent change and everything is still the same.

Thursday, June 3, 2010


tomorrow is just another day of hostile emotional fears. my mistake is i should have told you how i felt, when i had the chance and now its just too late. even if you hate me now, just knowing that you are still here, somewhere happy. i know at least i can go on with knowing you are okay even if im not. i miss you and everytime i hear this song i always think of you.

i think its all coming back to me. i started back drawing after i stopped for 2 years. my inspiration has got me really far. when i woke up this morning i had this thought, why did i ever stopped playing the piano. so i started again thinking of covering a few songs, wish me luck :)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

ive started photography since i was little, but my dreams were shattered when some mortal took my priciest possesion away from me. so yea my mum told me shes gonna get me a new one, hopefully soon cause seems like i cant live without one. my work, my pay depends on a lousy gadget that is expensive to get. FML i hope ill get it soon cause im like fxcking broke.
like i said before i dont actually have a reason to be here. theres nothing left. no one i can talk to, no one to ask me "How are you today?", "Have you eaten?" and like "What? Whered your parents go?" something like that. I miss what used to be around me, sometimes i wonder whether i show appreciation towards it. forgive me for my wrong doings, i shouldve realized it sooner. i dont want to turn back time i just want this story to end because everyone seemed to leave it hanging. those last words are still hanging in the air.