So i have my engineering drawing exam tomorrow.
I hope i can score A+ this time. Wish me luck!

Cause theres too many scenarios to analyze. No i dont think too much, its just that im so far behind and im trying to make sense. I look back how it was a year ago, all the melancholy feelings did caught up on me but it all made sense back then. No one told me the right way to go about this. So ill figure this out for myself. I let my guard down once for something that doesnt even exist now im guarded and therefore i can bear and endure.

i always wonder whether any of us would still want to hold on to something so subversive like this or not just because we ourselves tend to leave things hanging. And we would end up waiting for something that has moved on long ago.

if only i could live again and start everything over again. we're out of time and all we do is push ourselves far away. every step we take makes it easier for us to lie at each others face. each step i take is every time i fall on my own face maybe then we'd remember to slow down at our favourite parts. but i guess i should check my pride, because i started to wonder was i ever onto something good, eventually things started to slide, i just couldnt understand what i misunderstood. if theres any resolution to this, is taking away my pride.

I wont be here for a few weeks. will be back on track soon! ♥
anything just give a call, good day friends

adamaya the next best malay show after nurkasih. as usual, i always start watching a show when it reaches the end of the season. shit shit shit i wish the directors here in Malaysia would make more of this. id totally cry infront of the tv. yea yea i cried~

THANKS DAD!

youre the reason i smile.
even in betrayal, i trust. even in fear of pain, i love.

what should i do, what should i do.
told you theres no reason for me to go online.
to whom i can talk to anyways?
even if there is i dont want it to be them.

"miles away and i wish this didnt mean so much to me"

good luck.